It was horrible seeing you the other day.

Can someone anyone just get her out of my head. Make me forget that I ever loved her make me happy that I moved on. This is driving me nuts. All the little signs that I shouldn't be noticing but I do. The fact that she keeps coming up after long periods of time like spectre that does not wish to be forgotten. Just get her out! The fact that my mom defends her makes it twenty times worse like somehow this is my fault as if I didn't really want it so I didn't try. It's all so frustrating makes me want to go out and fight till I knockout or drink till I black out and lose all memory of her it's fo fucking stupid JUST GET THE FUCK OUT!