A break

So this break off of school is already off to a great start. Chilled with my boy Kev yesterday had a great time and found maad cool shiz in his room! Then got home and enjoyed Air bud even though the idea behind these movies is stupid I still had a good time watching it with my lil bro and cuz. Then today woke up and just chilled with the momma and broski then went to mass and now watching futbol with my poppa haha it's pretty good.

Also today I discovered I am indeed a trophy whore when it comes to my PS3 haha I find myself constantly in quest to get the trophies for my games haha yes I am that much of a loser but whateva whateva I don't care haha it's who I am and had a great part in my upbringing.

So yeah this break is going swell so far haha I think the rest were to follow this weekend I would be satisfied.

State of affairs

So I just woke up at 5:38 AM to realize that I fell asleep writing my paper - _ -

I don't want to go to class today there is still so much on my mind man mostly right now it's my stomach which is making some stupid ass noises right now it's ridiculous. Second is the situation with Kev man I just want him to be better and lead an awesome life man we've got so much to live for and that dude is like another brother to me.

Another thing that's on my mind is whether or not she's worth breaking the rules for.. like I like her and it's like I think I'm gonna have to break my rules and throw away these restrictions I put on myself karma might bite me later on but honestly I don't care I'm gonna chase it and see where it takes me.

Other than that I had some random thoughts yesterday in sociology class. I was thinking to myself is our education system really educating or spreading propaganda of the country my ideal education system doesn't have a set language but can teach all different languages, but that will never happen cause it's just not practical so this leads me to believe that we can't really be free of the hold instituitons have on our freedom which leads me to another thing I read in Mark Twains book A Connecticut Yankee in King Arthur's Court I can't find the exact quote but it had something like we must be a supporter of the country and not the institutions that rule it. This is ideal for me which is why I believe we should get rid of the party system and the limititations on our education.

So yeah idk how that became a little social discourse but honestly that's how my mind works it jumps around a lot haha I don't think I'm going to go to class today honeslty I think I'm just going to hold myself up in the library reading/writing my thoughts or online looking up stuff I honestly don't know but I'm bored with the education system already haha I guess maybe St. John's just isn't the college for me I think I'm going to transfer out soon.

Anyways wish me luck with the girls situation and stuff and just till later I guess.. this probably won't be my last post of the day though.